ooooo spiffy

she said yes, and was really excited yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright another divergence from my other blog, this side will be pessimistic but that side of my mind is really minimal right now so yay
anyhow there was this survey that asked do you ever ask why someone who seems so perfect for you is single, and my answer was well not that happens often but yes and I quite easily answer it they like me if there that crazy then obviously somthing is wrong with them, hehe, no but seriously I kind of went back to wondering why anyone would like me again, I certaintly wouldn't ever want to go out with me. Uh duh duh I'm never fully confident and if I ever am its very short lived for somthing goes wrong, theres always some part of my mind messing up all thats good but as I said right now its a rather small voice. But yes I am the happiest i have been in awhile just letting those creeping mean thoughts creep their way out of my head, cruel things getting in the way of me being in total bliss o well hehe still fun and smiley, fluffy and all. ok So everyone have fun