ubbub

yea. . . things are decent. . .I think
ubbub seemed a decent way to explain things so its my title.
yod
hmm. . .I've been saying that lately since, I started saying that while we were at state hmm. . .odd in hebrew that means hand, ehh it's kind of my new ud uh wuh, except now I use both
OK so people foremost on my mind not too difficult, Diedre and Kristin, but for incredibly different reasons, and I say they keep thinking of them in more and more different lights, but they are already about as far as they can rationally go.
Not that their opposites, but ok I'll shut up now
OK dismorning I started another post but ran out of time and so just started over since it was dumb it will probably show up later when its been awhile, ok well dismorning when I first read the quote I wrote somthing along the lines of:
Normally I would love this quote, normally this quote would make me smile and some time in the future it may even be my last thought to keep me sane, or maybe even alive, but at the moment the quote isn't as comforting as it should be rather its more haunting.
alright so the quote is: "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel" by Maya Angleo author of I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
Yea it shouldn't be that hard to figure out why that was haunting, but today Kristin wasn't mean to me in fact rather than avoid she even got near me, yay so she's still mad at me I think??, but. . .I get my hopes up too easily.
So ok I guess I'll just . . .I don't know, but atleast some people still seem to care, but I don't want to give up a friend, here for those who still care, those who are reading this I won't get to read this till Tuesday at best, but could ya'll umm. . . just promise me to keep in touch after I graduate I don't want to lose everyone, I don't I don't I don't
Sorry thats one of my paranoia I"m afraid of being left alone, and if people don't keep in touch with me then I'll most likely forget everyone, I have a bad habit of doing that, so yea please keep in touch.
OK I really don't want to get off or leave everybody but yea I got to do stuff,
my last spring trip with the band. . .wow highschool's been too short
OK so I'm now to my end or atleast the end of this post, uguh dug, yod, ok well bye everybody till Tuesday I'll tell you how it went hopefully most of it goes to the other blog, with all types of fun stories and no dark thoughts need to go here.