Swaedon

ok so here's a more swaedon like post again heh, or actually more than being Swaedon like it's more me not explaining things and making small comments in the from of a question that just ends up confusing people
Have you ever, listened to one of your favorite songs for like the thousanth time and realized it had a whole nother meaning to it that you never got it, in my case it was apart of somthing I always laughed at thinking it was a mistake, or political correctness and suddenly I realized it was done on purpose.
It makes me feel kind of dumb.
but more than anything it makes me miss people
OK i guess now I have to tell about somthing so lets go with Swaedon
He;s the dark character the guy who really should be the villian, he's the one who has a thousand dirty deeds on his back and long long ago he was innocent he was the nerd, the one who studied in class, and now he's looking for the chance to start over, he's very umm . . .I guess ninja like he uses the powers of the water which he keeps in vials on him to do slight tricks to hide himself or focus peoples attention elsewhere as he does whatever he plans, to, He keeps all types of small things, like small knives, and whatnot and is incredibly talented at slight of hand if needed he would be a perfect pick pocket but has no need or use for such a skill. He carries a pseudo staff that is actually a case for his blade you might be able to call it a sword but it's more of just a blade, he only draws it when desperate need arises to keep the fact of having a weapon secretive, with it he usually flicks half the staff on one side off at the enemy and as they go to block it quickly and quietly gut them with his blade, he rarely fights and usually makes a kill before being seen, but now the only enemies he has are the ones that chase him, as he struggles to leave his ugly past behind.

College

OK I think this is the first post here while I've been in college so thoughts and feelings I have some interesting in a good way quad mates, and a great dorm floor prefer to all the others mostly cuz I know them more. Outside my dorm there's 3 kirth girls, and then Whitney, shanna, Aaron and heather, and.. . I think thats it
For now I won't profile my quad mates, but that song that says I'm surrounded by a million people but I'm still lonely another day of summer has gone away and I just want to go home. Is pretty damn close
It's so weird everyone still seems the same age the faces still look just as old, they have the same feel to them, but no ones' innocent anymore no one tries to pretend like their good, no one cares, the rules have even for the most of them been said that they won't really be enforced unless someone complains, I mean serious ones like rape and what not yea those any hint and thats a big thing but I mean for the most of them, it's so weird people are trusted even when 80% and up of college students cheat according to some survey prolly less cheating here but thats some serious percentage to make it fair.
I mean like they let you leave the room to take tests
Huh I'm just kind of worn out and tired ok now for my next social even to try and make friends so they next 4 years of my life aren't miserable.
OK so please bother me, cuz otherwise I'm stuck with them hehe I make it sound like their horrible and either

Oh and my character not is lets see well I met some guy who wants to be an english major and told him I was trying to write a novel kind of to say even though I just said I"m doing everything in my power to avoid english classes I don't like disrespect the major I'm just no good at it. Well the he got curious and asked and so I tried again to explain it and he was like hmm. . . sounds like my type of story with antidisestablishment characters. So lets see my thoughts now are on Kelvin the guy who needs a name the innocent one, right now I think the world needs more of him. He carries a sword and is a bit of a medic he runs from city to city trying to help people wel until he accidentally finds Oriom between trips. He's a very caring guy always trying to be a help the way I would love to be viewed the guy at the moment I want to be, kind of odd cuz I used to be more him wishing to be Alexzanders but now not so much.

Well the isolated one is signing off bye

Withdrawal

I've decided I'm suffering withdrawal from not seeing to many friends often enough. I mean my body physically reacting I have proof, I mean my body is so deprived I even failed a drug sobriety test. No but seriously I miss you all, oh and for some people or person hint hint for everyone else be amused, lately reading and sitting around and writing hasn't been the most exhausting of tasks maybe boring but I haven't been getting much sleep, since i just haven't been tired last couple nights, anyways, that means i'm not really having to many dreams (ouch don't poke me. . . yet, hehe) but I have been up at night and when I'm up and can't sleep I think cuz there's not much else to do (ouch ok, well at least now is the right time to poke me)
oh and
ps
if u got the poking in parenthesis, your either crazy or your Diedre (proly still crazy), . . .or your cheating.
ok and now for a character update. it's more on Alexzanders, he's the leader of the group, and although he seems like nobility he was born in the poverty and secretly holds a slight grudge against the rich. He has a very good grip on the matters of the world through numerous favors he's owed, and often takes blame for things that not only he didn't do but that don't even seem probable to get people with power out of trouble, but his name never gets scarred for all those with power knows he does it, and thank him when he saves their neck He also strives for a bit of peace, and has amazing strategic mind to figure who to silence to keep a thousand nations silent, and so he travels from place to place causing this alliance to break to stop them from being overly powerful and forging this one, to rebalance what was off. AS he does this time and time he has become an unofficial advisor to many, and none of them who favor him have a clue that he actually has any major impact and that he holds the peace, but there are some that have felt his pressure pushing their hand to make this move or that, and some of those, have become his fervant enemy, but this to he takes to his advantage, which is what he does, he just takes everything in the world and pushes it to his advantage as he balances a peaceful world and keeps only minor skirmishes around, to keep away any paranoias.

ok and the religion of this book, ok it's no known religion, it's based on these gods that gain power by the number of believers they have the original reason they created people, and there are demons that are not neccesarily evil as much as . . .well basically at one time they were the pets of the gods before people existed and the gods made more and more of them to get an edge over each other each making a more powerful one, Well after awhile the demons tired of slaying each other forged their own alliance and stepped aside of battle these gods infuriated went to war with them but they had been made with so much power of the gods that the gods struggled to fight them, and their several different powers, the gods created weaker, more loyal pets that they now control those and the demons who millions of years later have forged shakey weak alliances with the gods, have the more direct and instantaneous effects that the gods are usually blamed or blessed for. Then the gods more long term and sometimes judged more powerful effects, are less noticed but also known as the gods worked. The gods have let the people know of the demons great betrayal, and have lead them in crusades against some of them who have agreed, to let them seem to strike victories while they remain faithful, and to get rid of the less faithful, and those who may spread distrust among the paladin ranks. The high priests or whatever they;re going to be called have some communication with the gods, and have some fear but also are reguarded as very powerful and in their theocratic nation cities, that tend to be some of the strongest cities in the world, and like the old greeks consider everyone else barbarians, and they have been told to rid themselves of Alexzanders who is protecting the dang barbarians from the gods great rule, those unfaithful should be struck down, in their belief. In fact Oriom's dad and was killed by his grandfather's word, and asking the god for a bit of his essence after his accident that formed him in the first place, and Oriom only lives because he has relatively no power in comparison to the demon's giant power, and he's quite amusing compared to the rest of the imortal demon's long existance. So next it looks like leads to Oriom well you'll all just have to wait till next post
the guy with a car is signing off

Character

OK first my thoughts, hmm. . .right now I pretty much could right "last" the post below all over again. . . huh (really long sigh) Today was the last day I will see so many CLUSYites hopefully I'll see most of them again. I invited abunch to my umm. . . whatever you want to call it. Anyhow

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Thoughts 2
arighty so have you ever been stuck between whether to be optomistic or realistic, I mean I'm sure. . .well somewhat sure that happens a lot. But to the point, where you almost know, you hope, you wish, you can see it happenning, and then you look at the statistics and you see it's a guaranteed failure one in a thousand is a hopeful number, but you look on back and you don't see any hurdles well other than one or two major ones and maybe a few minor ones, and even those seem worked out, yet you look back at the odds and no your nothing special you have no reason why that you should succeed when millions others will fail, and you look back knowing you really have to be realistic and that you really will fail and thats all there really is to it.
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Characters
This is one of those posts that should have gotten out forever ago but just never made it. And where is Diedre by the way she said she'ld be on, oh well yall can blame her for me having time to type this.
OK, I found it kind of funny I was gonna put on here that actually this has drifted off of Swaedon and become much more Oriom like, but yea I have yet to tell ya'll much about any of them.
Ok so I laughed again when I actually tried to explain them to someone, yea that was a failure so as attempt 2 here's a start on them. I'll see how far I get
OK lets start where they did
Alexzanders
ok yea if you haven't figured it out it's pretty similiar to my middle name, because well when I was little, I had been told my middle name but never actually had it spelled to me or seen it written so I sounded it out Al-ex-zan-der well I thought there was a z and loved that spelling so I kept it for the character and for a feeling of . . .almost nobility added an s to the end.
Alright he's my kind of hero, a very calm, character, of course he's got eyes like mine that change from blue to gray to green, but unlike me. . . wait I'm no longer at the beginning, ok, so he's had the longest development starting from my childhood daydreaming. Although if you go back to far he's a green alien, anyways now he's a mage he controls the winds, and he's incredibly diplomatic, he always seems friendly and kind of jovial, everyone likes him to stay around and he;s very good at making people do what he wants them to with out them thinking it was his idea and just about everyone around him feels indebted to him for some favor he's done them. He's mostly a pacifist,and can win most fights with out a single blow, but he's very talented and can quickly counter most stuff with his walking staff he always keeps with him.
He has yet to develop a past he's in need of one. Now a thing to remember is the characters develop as I do what I favor I feel, like I decided they would all die about the time when Kristen broke up with me cuz people were dying friends were in risk of fleeing country and yea so I was pretty shattered at the time. So a lot of the characters are realy apart of ya'll because most of you who read this have a pretty big impact on me.
Oh but don't worry about them I also decided I couldn't let them just stay dead so luckily they get resurrected well kind of in fact the whole of them dying get modified so that only one actually died the others well felt their own way of suffering.

k for now on I'll try and leave some new detail about somthing relating to the characters