Oldies
there has been so much that has gone on, changed, crippled me, and kept me standing lately I don't even know how so much could go on, and I hardly know why I'm putting this up cuz I really don't have time, but ok here's go so I don't have to do homework
OLDIES I was listening to the radio during the weekend, in my dads car and he always listens to 99.1 oldies, and suddenly there was a song I knew, like not just had heard, like a song from the 90's so I double checked and was like dad is this oldies, and sure enough it was, It was the one about the girl shanked lying naked on the floor, or somthing like that, but anyhow, it made me feel old, but there's a point to this more than me just being like I'm old
HOME I was home last weekend at "home" and sat there while no one was home, and realized I had a house, at place where I lived, and a home that were all different, My home was so sad with out people with our racket and arguing, with out brothers, or parents, it wasn't real, I just layed there not shanked like the song but the same basically feeling all alone, and realized I no longer considered home a place or a where but a who, more than one person crossed my mind but some more than others, and it seems a dangerous thing to do in my mind cuz places don't do much the worse that can happenned is they can get knocked down but people die, more often than buildings, people change, people have lives, people forget you, people don't want you around to often, people are people, people change, you can't you really can't call people home, unless you really want to be set up for a failure and to be torn apart which seems to be what I'm doing
COllEGE I was home last weekend and not here but I am now, and people here were making guesses when I'ld be back they didn't just forget me and they weren't about to ignore me when I came to visit then again, they're forced to live with me, but it's weird, the people are more friendly to me here for 2 months and not even having classes with all of them then the band hall after 4 years and going to every football game, contest, practice together
It's kind of sad how fast people forget you exist I mean some or a very few still came up to me to say hi, some held a conv but I think they were just trying not to be rude since I drove hours to be there, and others (a good number) totally ignored me. I mean they prolly always did, but I just forgot how much I was ignored, cuz here they don't.
ME I was home last weekend just to keep it parallel, but now I'm here with myself and no one else and kind of stuck cuz I'm someone who's not very much for change if somthing works keep it don't change what you like or prefer cuz its not fair to what you use to like type thing, but yall are getting slaughtered I mean 8 people seemed happy to see me, two tried to hang out with me and one of them's my gf so thats kind of cheating, so thanks to Jonathon, Chelle, Stef, Michael, Daniel, Talya, Kristin, and last and certainly not least Diedre, but I mean come on I know like only twice that many people here and have more people than that being like hey you got back late you ok, or just reguarly see what I'm up too,
OK and Personalities we did this personality and I realized all my characters fit one of the 4 personality types well mostly
Oriam was an almost perfect fit to Guardian how fitting a title
Swaedon was a pretty good fit to Rationale
Kelvin was an almost perfect fit to Idealist and
Alexanders is the least fitting but he has some pretty strong aspects of the artisan if he had to be placed it fits him the best of the 4
and Matt said all of his characters actually shared his own Idealist personality they just acted differently on it, I was artisan, but umm basically we're actually pretty opposite if you look at a lot of how we write not that I write much but my story is about convergent characters that are all vastly different, and his are about divergent characters and how they take a path seperate from the rest of the world.
I could write a whole paper on our opposites, but I'll stop there.
well thanks for trying to pry into me thoughs :-D
I'll let you do more prying later hehe ;-)
leave a comment if you will cuz everyone else gets comments on their sites, and I need to check up on Daniel's blog his might not be I haven't checked it in awhile
OLDIES I was listening to the radio during the weekend, in my dads car and he always listens to 99.1 oldies, and suddenly there was a song I knew, like not just had heard, like a song from the 90's so I double checked and was like dad is this oldies, and sure enough it was, It was the one about the girl shanked lying naked on the floor, or somthing like that, but anyhow, it made me feel old, but there's a point to this more than me just being like I'm old
HOME I was home last weekend at "home" and sat there while no one was home, and realized I had a house, at place where I lived, and a home that were all different, My home was so sad with out people with our racket and arguing, with out brothers, or parents, it wasn't real, I just layed there not shanked like the song but the same basically feeling all alone, and realized I no longer considered home a place or a where but a who, more than one person crossed my mind but some more than others, and it seems a dangerous thing to do in my mind cuz places don't do much the worse that can happenned is they can get knocked down but people die, more often than buildings, people change, people have lives, people forget you, people don't want you around to often, people are people, people change, you can't you really can't call people home, unless you really want to be set up for a failure and to be torn apart which seems to be what I'm doing
COllEGE I was home last weekend and not here but I am now, and people here were making guesses when I'ld be back they didn't just forget me and they weren't about to ignore me when I came to visit then again, they're forced to live with me, but it's weird, the people are more friendly to me here for 2 months and not even having classes with all of them then the band hall after 4 years and going to every football game, contest, practice together
It's kind of sad how fast people forget you exist I mean some or a very few still came up to me to say hi, some held a conv but I think they were just trying not to be rude since I drove hours to be there, and others (a good number) totally ignored me. I mean they prolly always did, but I just forgot how much I was ignored, cuz here they don't.
ME I was home last weekend just to keep it parallel, but now I'm here with myself and no one else and kind of stuck cuz I'm someone who's not very much for change if somthing works keep it don't change what you like or prefer cuz its not fair to what you use to like type thing, but yall are getting slaughtered I mean 8 people seemed happy to see me, two tried to hang out with me and one of them's my gf so thats kind of cheating, so thanks to Jonathon, Chelle, Stef, Michael, Daniel, Talya, Kristin, and last and certainly not least Diedre, but I mean come on I know like only twice that many people here and have more people than that being like hey you got back late you ok, or just reguarly see what I'm up too,
OK and Personalities we did this personality and I realized all my characters fit one of the 4 personality types well mostly
Oriam was an almost perfect fit to Guardian how fitting a title
Swaedon was a pretty good fit to Rationale
Kelvin was an almost perfect fit to Idealist and
Alexanders is the least fitting but he has some pretty strong aspects of the artisan if he had to be placed it fits him the best of the 4
and Matt said all of his characters actually shared his own Idealist personality they just acted differently on it, I was artisan, but umm basically we're actually pretty opposite if you look at a lot of how we write not that I write much but my story is about convergent characters that are all vastly different, and his are about divergent characters and how they take a path seperate from the rest of the world.
I could write a whole paper on our opposites, but I'll stop there.
well thanks for trying to pry into me thoughs :-D
I'll let you do more prying later hehe ;-)
leave a comment if you will cuz everyone else gets comments on their sites, and I need to check up on Daniel's blog his might not be I haven't checked it in awhile
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