nothing

ok so now I'm posting I know its been awhile and in that time was probably 1000 worthy postworthy moments if not more, but now, I don't feel, really much of anything at all. I mean I don't feel empty, but thats more right, its like I don't really know, kind of what would seem normal, just not thinking anything's wrong I'm not sad, not happy either, just kind of sick, a little tired, a bit stressed, a little sleep deprived, but not frustrated, not care free, just kind of there.
So right now this is a post about nothing, about why there is nothing at all. None of my characters feel nothing I mean even the medic who is the least feeling of them all feels more than this, and I mean Alexanders tries to make it look like most the time he doesn't feel, maybe some kindness, but he still is a very feeling character. but at the moment I think some could fall dead in front of me and I don't know if it would bother me strike me strange or anything its kind of wierd. Oh and random fact me sitting next to a history major means I will not know half the conversation anything realting to his major is beyond me. No talking about Turkmenistan even though that was my one stan country. cuz apparently Israelistan isn't a real country, see and there's like the quick appearance of my normal me, and then of course I fade back into me ehh state. See it's wierd ok well so hopefully a better post next time and everyone. . .
make sure to have fun
there is reason why I tell people have fun rather than bye or just a good luck, or succeed or anything else, but maybe you already knew that.
bye and everyone have tons of fun and tad bit of good luck to all