hysterical

OK so it's been a long while since I posted here. And work has done all it can to be all consuming that and the Sims 2 has completely seperated me from my poor laptop and for some reason I refuse to use the other computer for even the simple tasks its capable of. My head has swung back and forth been near a few extremes, and done everything from wanting to scream girls suck and feeling terribly sorry for the great houdi. . .I mean Rodrigo to being like oh I love people and I can't believe he's gonna do that in Louisisana. Thats spectacular!!! I was jumping up and down. And we are not all the same not every guy has book of tricks of what you want to hear to get in your pants and break up with you in 3 months. Courtney was totally convinced of it and apparently Joel agreed, now I tend to think many if not most guy are asses, but not every one of us, and no Lacie there are still good guys out there not gay, not taken, and yes even some who's best friend isn't in love with you, your just not looking in the right places, hell I hardly changed in high school and until my senior year no one gave me a second look. Maybe it's cuz there looking at the guys who sit there and hit on them nonstop or make themselves very obvious and yes maybe those guys usually do want to get in your pants, but thats like walking in the ocean and hating all water cuz it has jelly fish. I mean there are guys who don't care enough to be rejected cuz they don't have a whole hell of a lot to gain, cuz they're not looking for anything out of you, short of you to care. Sorry about the rant but it's just like thinking hey me and this friend and that friend and holy crap there's only one guy I hang out with that is like that and I meant him at work, and you can't really control who you hang out with at work. And half of them have never had a gf or are like well in 5th grade I did and you might see it as pathetic, but it's because they don't care enough they'ld rather play games, have fun, do school work, real work, or whatever else they do, than get rejected. and when they do try it's only for someone who they really really care for. Not that I'm giving a broadstereotype just a few examples of friends. So if you just look in the right places were there I"M not saying its easy just saying were not all crap.

OK now to my ecstatic hysterical state, Rodrigo and Diedre, and Cayman Islands and work and yesterday and parents anniversary and the Sims and I have my computer back for the minute (very awesome and rare), but really mostly Rodrigo and Diedre and yesterday.